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So I put this in Cannabis strains and not personals for whatever reason, probably because I'm really freaking high right now. Want to know some of your thoughts.

I stopped smoking all day every day recently and just now have cut it down to once or twice a week. But man when I get high I get fucking HIGH

Those emoticons sum it up. The first 10 mins I'm just blasted outta my mind and they feel like an hour. The next 10 mins I'm just overran with thoughts of my own mortality and death And those 10 mins also feel like an hour.

It's only after those 20-25mins do I stop getting paranoid and come into a more nice mellow eyes half low happy content mood. I have to literally tell myself to fight thru this rush of highness, I guess is the way I can put it. Do any of you's guys ever have this prob? I stopped smoking so much as treetop has also said because it is kind of a De-motivator for me
I always feel like I could be utilizing my time for more constructive things when I am really blasted for that 20-25 rush of highness. But then I get out of that funk and become mellow and chill and then appreciate why I love weed

Do some of you's ever feel like that? Or am I a wierdo Or both

Anytime I take a break I tend to jump back in where I started with a spliff to the head. Needless to say it usually puts me in a rather paranoid state where I constantly question if I am forgetting to do something. I find that now that I have a tolerance, time doesn't really pass or slow down, like it did when I first started out. So coming back to that and managing it can be a bit tricky. Best thing to do is just smoke less or just don't take breaks. But I'm getting to the point now where I smoke out of habit and boredom and it's definitely a demotivator. Just gotta break the habit and go to a twice a day for preventative measure situation. But I find that has it's downsides too because then I am rushing to finish my day to go home and have a smoke... I figure I might as well enjoy it while I can though.