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- Alaskan Biker
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mazdog wrote:Man that sucks AK!!
Nothing but best of wishes for you and yours.....i completely underrstand how important so-called 'pets' really are and there is no way one can sit back and not do anything. This gesture will surely result in some karma coming back your way eventually (hopefully sooner than later) and you will eventually make it to the DAm.
like i said best wishes man.
Mazdog I have always liked your post and your style and have always hoped that we would meet one day well what I am going to post may make some doubt my sanity and others think what's he smoking and ask someone with a nature like me if I really care what anyone thinks I could use a good laugh.......so this one is wild guy but I ask you and others on here who I have a true fondness for to just keep an open mind and give it time to play out it may be months or sooner I have no time reference at all for what I am about to say but here goes..................
At this time most who know me in person are looking at me like I am a walking dead man already I was usually 6'3" 225 lbs of pure muscle and have been up to 235 lbs occasionally I am now down to just under 200lbs and meeting with my neurologist tomorrow for MRI results and you already know the problems from earlier this year it has been real bad man real bad and you guys on here have no idea how you helped me get through so many sleepless nights reading some of the friendliest post I ever came across on this whole sick internet and yes I grew quite fond of some of you out there and always thought it would be cool to meet some of you always knowing of course this is the internet like I don't know that ah...duh.
anyway here comes the wild part that will probably make some of you think I am off my rocker.......well to bad for you I don't care I just know one thing some of you just maybe meeting me in Amsterdam one day because I know some of you on here are into various religions and don't get me wrong and start thinking I am a religious type I am not I don't believe in religion I just believe in my God and I follow no man or no religion I just follow him and his truth that he gave me and nothing more just that simple.....well guys here comes the part that gets even wilder and I wanted you all to know this before it happens so that when it does you will remember I told you all this before so that later on if and when any of you ever sit down with me and burn some world class in Amsterdam it will not be much of a problem to verify my current condition with doctors records and know I am telling the truth because whatever this is and I hope it is not bad as it looks I have lost all that weight and no one can explain it yet about 27 lbs in 3 months and eating like usual .......use to scare the crap out of me along with all the rest of my symptoms but not any more because I know now that my God intends to spare my life again and I am going to live and have my health my body everything that I have lost and more much more so much better he intends to prosper me quite a bit and I am just to wait and watch my long nightmare is ending and my new day is beginning.
So don't be surprised if I put up a post in the future telling you guys that physically all is well and don't be surprised when I put up a post telling you that I have gone from poverty to more wealth than I will ever need in my life time and some time in the future as well to meet up with some of you and have us a good long smoke and I actually look forward to it because guys I am going to live it is a promise.
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Doesn't sound crazy at all {{{{{{{{{{{{AB}}}}}}}}}}}}}}Alaskan Biker wrote:I know some of you on here are into various religions and don't get me wrong and start thinking I am a religious type I am not I don't believe in religion I just believe in my God and I follow no man or no religion I just follow him and his truth that he gave me and nothing more just that simple.
Thank you for your sweet pm and know you'll be in my thoughts and prayers until I hear from you again. I sure will miss you, you're one of my favorite people here.
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thank you for the beautiful sentiments each of you and I really had no idea I would be back so soon for an update but talk about light speed things have begun to happen like I never imagined possible so I will not get into details now because even though I always new my God could I am the one this is happening to and I am amazed and awed but I really should not be but still WOW !
thought I would give a brief update on things like I said I would
How do I tell you all in a brief post how amused I am to see the reactions of people who thought I would be dead this year and now most they just look at me and the clear emotion on their face from baffled to amazed to crazy to what is going on with this guy it is so varied and I can not help but be amused I try to briefly mention to some how this is happening but oh well I am sure some of you can relate to how people can be when you tell them a truth that they just can not comprehend from their limited experience or training and conditioning in life but the ones who do not receive the truth just plain amuse me and others have actually surprised me because some of the ones I expected to react the worst are some of the ones who actually have listened even if so very reluctantly because you could almost see it on their faces that it is so uncomfortable for some to speak openly and publicly after so many years of being conditioned by this civilization to just not do certain things and then of course there are always some so very well meaning people who actually do know my God but they have let this church or that religion or are just so plain drowning in their own traditions that they are just so certain that this man can not possibly serve our God or be doing that which is right in his sight because he is not as we are but ask me if I care what they think the only one who's approval I seek is that of my God and no man and as I have told others I will not bow my knee before no man but my God and my lord only.
All I can tell you for right now is this people they found some of the damage but have no explanation for it but it was all right there on the MRI and sometimes I think that was part of all this just so I would know and it is like now ok guy time to go go go go....I know how the damage happened but I will not say it was just one of many attempts on my life no big deal at this point enough said what matters now is this I am up and about and beginning to freak people out a little because all the damage has begun to repair it is almost like he wanted me to know what was wrong before he fixed it all and people keep telling me to take it easy take it slow don't over do it guy .......are they kidding I spent so long this time dying a slow death instead of the bam in your face kind of the past that I had gotten use to......I have no intention of staying down one more day longer than I have to......I do have a long way to go to build this body back up but I have already recently been doing more around here than I have in so very very long and I just keep going and I AM LOVING IT !
I thank my God for all his blessings and gifts to me for I do not lie when I say this man would have been dust and bones so very many times and so very long ago if not for my God keeping me safe in his hand.......wish I had not forgotten this so many times but even when I did not know he was there and I had forgotten him he never forgot me and I will never in all my days be able to thank him enough what words could possibly be sufficient for all that he has done for me.
I hope a few of you if and when we ever meet will forgive me because I lied about a few things in the past trying to hide from everyone just how bad my situation truly was I just did not want anyone to know but the more I tried to hide it I just finally reached a point and it started slipping out until I just did not care and begin to let it out so please don't not hold it against me in the future.
I have a real fondness for some of you like I said your friendliness was a real pleasure to read on many sleepless nights and I will not be around as much as in the past anymore I am going to be busy building this body back up and getting myself ready for what comes next for me and I will pop in from time to time.
Later my friends.............may my God Bless You All !
thought I would give a brief update on things like I said I would
How do I tell you all in a brief post how amused I am to see the reactions of people who thought I would be dead this year and now most they just look at me and the clear emotion on their face from baffled to amazed to crazy to what is going on with this guy it is so varied and I can not help but be amused I try to briefly mention to some how this is happening but oh well I am sure some of you can relate to how people can be when you tell them a truth that they just can not comprehend from their limited experience or training and conditioning in life but the ones who do not receive the truth just plain amuse me and others have actually surprised me because some of the ones I expected to react the worst are some of the ones who actually have listened even if so very reluctantly because you could almost see it on their faces that it is so uncomfortable for some to speak openly and publicly after so many years of being conditioned by this civilization to just not do certain things and then of course there are always some so very well meaning people who actually do know my God but they have let this church or that religion or are just so plain drowning in their own traditions that they are just so certain that this man can not possibly serve our God or be doing that which is right in his sight because he is not as we are but ask me if I care what they think the only one who's approval I seek is that of my God and no man and as I have told others I will not bow my knee before no man but my God and my lord only.
All I can tell you for right now is this people they found some of the damage but have no explanation for it but it was all right there on the MRI and sometimes I think that was part of all this just so I would know and it is like now ok guy time to go go go go....I know how the damage happened but I will not say it was just one of many attempts on my life no big deal at this point enough said what matters now is this I am up and about and beginning to freak people out a little because all the damage has begun to repair it is almost like he wanted me to know what was wrong before he fixed it all and people keep telling me to take it easy take it slow don't over do it guy .......are they kidding I spent so long this time dying a slow death instead of the bam in your face kind of the past that I had gotten use to......I have no intention of staying down one more day longer than I have to......I do have a long way to go to build this body back up but I have already recently been doing more around here than I have in so very very long and I just keep going and I AM LOVING IT !
I thank my God for all his blessings and gifts to me for I do not lie when I say this man would have been dust and bones so very many times and so very long ago if not for my God keeping me safe in his hand.......wish I had not forgotten this so many times but even when I did not know he was there and I had forgotten him he never forgot me and I will never in all my days be able to thank him enough what words could possibly be sufficient for all that he has done for me.
I hope a few of you if and when we ever meet will forgive me because I lied about a few things in the past trying to hide from everyone just how bad my situation truly was I just did not want anyone to know but the more I tried to hide it I just finally reached a point and it started slipping out until I just did not care and begin to let it out so please don't not hold it against me in the future.
I have a real fondness for some of you like I said your friendliness was a real pleasure to read on many sleepless nights and I will not be around as much as in the past anymore I am going to be busy building this body back up and getting myself ready for what comes next for me and I will pop in from time to time.
Later my friends.............may my God Bless You All !
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