I came across this web site with stories from people on how/why they use cannabis.
http://www.marijuana-uses.com
Sorta been having a personal struggle for a while now with my own use of cannabis (20+ years, basically since i was 16) - lack of motivation, direction my life and job are going, personal relationships, etc. After reading some of these stories, i know i'm not the only one that's felt this way or struggled with their use. I'm not planning to quit completely because i truely do enjoy it from time to time, but i do need to restructure when and where i use it. Plus it's getting too fuckin' expensive to smoke a $100 worth every seven days. I don't have the space to grown my own, unfortunately.
Happy reading and hope you get something out of it as well